SUNDAY, OCTOBER 30, 2011
Where He goes. . . go with Him!
So hey! It's been what 3 months? . . . Thats sad, and I apologize.
I got a full time job shortly after my last post and was so busy with that, along with going back to school in Toronto, and it was just a really busy past 3 months, that I never go the time to blog. I have definatly still been journaling though!
Today I want to write a quick post on future thinking.
I use to be the person that had everything figured out. Was in a serious relationship and had the next 5 years of my life planned out. We were going to get married in 2 years, kids in 3 and live in our home town our first year, then eventually move to Ottawa and start my business in Photography and his in music, and open a cafe to combine these two things to work in a cafe. You know show my work, while he plays while people came into the Cafe. We were gonna have my pictures hanging and scriptures on the wall and so forth, this was our plan. . . After a lot of arguments and insecure conversations from me and crazy actions, our relationship came to an end, due to a lot of things. He wasn't spiritually where he wanted to be, and I was just crazy simply said. I wasn't helping him or myself spiritually at all, I was encouraging with it, I was selfish and had myself going around and around in my mind, and everything was me me me, and it was all wrong.
As he and I are still not together and it's been almost a year, I've become a completely different person. This is all said that we all have "our plans" we all think "we've got it ALL figured out!!" but were forgetting the MOST IMPORTANT thing. . . God's plan. What is His plan? Have we thought of that, or have we been too busy trying to figure out what WE WANT, and that could be completely different then what God has for you.
I want to encourage you to ask God what He wants for you? What His plan is, because He has one, His word says it numerous times in different books of the Bible. He wants you to ask Him for His plan, He is a jealous God, and He is jealous FOR YOU!!!!
It's may take a lot of change and a lot hurt, or a lot of letting go of people, or things in your life, that you wish you didn't have to, but I can tell you right now, even though yes it hurts, it's completely worth it. A year ago this time, I would have NEVER thought I would be the person I am now, or be doing what I'm doing now. Which is having gone to a worship school for a month in california! On the worship team at my church every Sunday! Having NO idea what I'm going to be doing next year. And this use to bug me like crazy, never knowing what tomorrow was even going to be, or what today was going to be, if I had a plan in my head and it was changed in the smallest way, nu uh no way could I have handled that. I'm telling you, I was insecure and dependent on "princes" as the Bible puts it, (on earthly people) when I just needed to be dependent on God, RELY on Him LEAN ON HIM!! In ABSOLUTELY EVERY situation, EVERY circumstance. . . EVERYTHING!
I encourage you again SO STRONGLY to ASK HIM where He wants you to go. . . and honestly. . . Go with Him! I may not be where I need to be but THANK GOD I am NOT where I use to be. . . I am okay and I am on my way! Say that all day long! Let Go and Let God! Because its worth it, completely 100% worth it.
Never Give Up! (Just like His love for us, it NEVER fails, NEVER gives up, it NEVER runs dry on us, on you!!!)
- Quote of the Day: "It has to rain for something to grow. . ."
I got a full time job shortly after my last post and was so busy with that, along with going back to school in Toronto, and it was just a really busy past 3 months, that I never go the time to blog. I have definatly still been journaling though!
Today I want to write a quick post on future thinking.
I use to be the person that had everything figured out. Was in a serious relationship and had the next 5 years of my life planned out. We were going to get married in 2 years, kids in 3 and live in our home town our first year, then eventually move to Ottawa and start my business in Photography and his in music, and open a cafe to combine these two things to work in a cafe. You know show my work, while he plays while people came into the Cafe. We were gonna have my pictures hanging and scriptures on the wall and so forth, this was our plan. . . After a lot of arguments and insecure conversations from me and crazy actions, our relationship came to an end, due to a lot of things. He wasn't spiritually where he wanted to be, and I was just crazy simply said. I wasn't helping him or myself spiritually at all, I was encouraging with it, I was selfish and had myself going around and around in my mind, and everything was me me me, and it was all wrong.
As he and I are still not together and it's been almost a year, I've become a completely different person. This is all said that we all have "our plans" we all think "we've got it ALL figured out!!" but were forgetting the MOST IMPORTANT thing. . . God's plan. What is His plan? Have we thought of that, or have we been too busy trying to figure out what WE WANT, and that could be completely different then what God has for you.
I want to encourage you to ask God what He wants for you? What His plan is, because He has one, His word says it numerous times in different books of the Bible. He wants you to ask Him for His plan, He is a jealous God, and He is jealous FOR YOU!!!!
It's may take a lot of change and a lot hurt, or a lot of letting go of people, or things in your life, that you wish you didn't have to, but I can tell you right now, even though yes it hurts, it's completely worth it. A year ago this time, I would have NEVER thought I would be the person I am now, or be doing what I'm doing now. Which is having gone to a worship school for a month in california! On the worship team at my church every Sunday! Having NO idea what I'm going to be doing next year. And this use to bug me like crazy, never knowing what tomorrow was even going to be, or what today was going to be, if I had a plan in my head and it was changed in the smallest way, nu uh no way could I have handled that. I'm telling you, I was insecure and dependent on "princes" as the Bible puts it, (on earthly people) when I just needed to be dependent on God, RELY on Him LEAN ON HIM!! In ABSOLUTELY EVERY situation, EVERY circumstance. . . EVERYTHING!
I encourage you again SO STRONGLY to ASK HIM where He wants you to go. . . and honestly. . . Go with Him! I may not be where I need to be but THANK GOD I am NOT where I use to be. . . I am okay and I am on my way! Say that all day long! Let Go and Let God! Because its worth it, completely 100% worth it.
Never Give Up! (Just like His love for us, it NEVER fails, NEVER gives up, it NEVER runs dry on us, on you!!!)
- Quote of the Day: "It has to rain for something to grow. . ."
- Bible gateway Verse of the Day: “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.” Ephesians 2:8-9 NIV
- ErinCaitlins Verse of the Day: "To humans belong the plans of the heart, but from the LORD comes the proper answer." - Proverbs 16:1 NIV
-Song of the day: "Where you go, I'll go" - Brian Johnson ©Bethel Music
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